Life is absurdly good, force yourself to have this mindset and outlook for everything you do and things will start going really well.

Live life not caring about anything. Trust in your innate unconscious self to always do right, morally and everything, even if you think you did wrong.

You are a good, moral and valuable person, force yourself to know this. Trust you know the true God even if many say your version of Him is wrong, reflect on what He represents and values, and live life to do right by Him.