I've been insecure and unhappy with myself for years because I'm not "fulfilling my potential" which is illogical and based on not taking every correct decision from 18 until now, but that thing Menace said about "Would young you like what you are?" (paraphrasing) is actually a meditation kind of thing I did 3 months ago and realized that young me would think I'm pretty cool and I've been happier since.
Didn't mean to blogpost but it's a good feeling. I also find someone as nice as Menace to motivate me to keep improving myself.