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HAHAHA! This next Sunday, I am gonna go to my brother Joe's (?? says 'Jo'z') house and shoot guns with him! Yahuuu! O, by the way, to the investigators, my family had NO idead of my plans. They have zero fault for using guns with me or giving me information. I have always been interested and they know that's normal for me. They had no unlawful involvement with my acquisition of guns. They had zero knowledge of my intentions. I am very good at hiding and deceiving eople. I am a methodical person. A crafty killer! Heart full of pain, head full of stress, handful of anger held in my chest. But nobody is listening. Grrr, I am dreading the rigor (?? very unsure, says 'rigorn') of the faggots. I am having a nice time by myself. and I know when those three (??) it is going to be sad, awkward [messy small letters, hard to read] and just... Depressing. I don't want to be here!! I don't know if I will carry out an attack. But I will continue to make it easier and easier for me to do it. I am able to put all the pieces together to save for later.