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>later in life will you be able to look yourself in the mirror and say that you're proud you spent your years getting barebacked and having "fun" instead of striving for some deeper meaning to your life?
Fun is a part of life. It's a necessary part of life. It's an important part of fully enjoying God's creation. Letting yourself be consumed by shallow pleasures is bad, yes, but fully denying your being in a misguided attempt to appeal to a projected ideal is just as bad. God did not make us blank slates - he made us animals, with bodies and minds - he made us with a nature, one not to be expunged in favor of platonic holiness, but reconciled with his will.

>Sucking cock and being gay might feel good to you in the moment but later in life will you be able to look yourself in the mirror
Out of curiosity, what do you say to men who are trying to pick up the broken pieces of their spirituality who still find themselves drawn to the affections of the same sex? Are you unable to reconcile the possibility of a gay relationship serving God's will in the same way a straight one might? I would hope not - you seem far too thoughtful to have such an obvious blind spot -but perhaps the sort of gays who tend to approach you have given you a bad experience.

I've long tried to reconcile the path that my life took with what God's will would have been, since I was faithful and earnest in my teen years and often asked to be made a vessel for his will. Whether my faith wavered or not, it seemed clear to me that God was not interested in molding me into the shape of a man who appeals to women more than men. Indeed, he seems to have gone out of his way to send me down strange paths. I think God's will needs people like that. None of it made sense to me until I found ways to open my mind and see him in the mysteries all around me. And with my faith renewed in recent years, I have not tired of reminding him that I am here when he needs me, and that he can call when he does.