>>40954982
Both my twin flame and soul mate are waiting for me in the next life. Having to suffer through this life by myself was the price for spending an eternity with them (which I would gladly pay). I'm kind of left wondering what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing for the remainder of this life though. On one hand I'm glad I get to be united with them at some point, but on the other hand knowing this just makes this life seem like an empty void. I guess I'm supposed to be preparing myself, learning just the right lessons, and finding my true self before I'm ready to go be with them, because I don't know what other reason I'd still be here for. It's just fucked that I have to suffer amidst this shitty world and shitty time period where we live under dystopian governments who try to mind control and brainwash the population, but I'm guessing it's all by design and I have to just trust the process. After all, I would go through anything to be with them, even this.