Saba has had 39 streams in her first 3 months. At this point in Gura's career, she streamed like 80 times. Why does she do this.
>be Senzawa
>explode in popularity because you're funny and you have a nice voice
>wtf this is stressful
>slowly stop streaming and jump ship to hololive
>hololive EN is probably gonna be a small time thing right?
>no lol you are now the biggest vtubers ever
>even more stressful
>streaming slows to a crawl
>finally rip off the band-aid and graduate
>admit (via song) the anxiety of having such a huge fanbase was daunting
>FUCKING WINK WINK NUDGE NUDGE AT COMING BACK
>basically ensure her anxiety inducing audience will follow her again
>whoops, 1m subs before debut
>Redebut and stream roughly 2.3 times a month
I'm actually so genuinely tired bro. Why do I have to love her. I feel like I've been in nasty relationships less toxic than this. I've been led on by women in real life less times than this stupid beautiful lazy price of shit shark