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How the past is affecting the present
You keep interpreting silence as distance, but it's really just a mirror of how quiet you've become with yourself.
There’s something looping quietly in the background, an echo of a choice, an event, or a word you never spoke aloud. You didn’t mark it as important when it happened. But it left fingerprints. You’ve been trying to make decisions from the present, yet your compass is still magnetized by an old pull. That’s why every step feels off by a few degrees.
Someone from back then didn’t just change your mind. They changed your relationship with your own instincts.
You are not afraid of the future. You’re afraid of repeating the past without realizing it.