Whenever I meet a shy, mousey black woman with "white mannerisms" (no ghetto zoomermutt slang), and just exudes innocence, I genuinely feel like killing myself. I feel a great desire to protect them but I cannot find them attractive for the life of me. I wish I was young again and uncorrupted by racism.

i ask grok for lullabies every night. im not alone on this, right?