everything sucks everything sucks everything is evil and evil and evil and everything wants you to suffer and there is no hope and therew is only despair or something i wish to be HOPEFUL ! But despair is only fit for me. It sucks. It sucks so bad. Imso sick of it. Sorry to be exploding like this but well ok I'll shut myself up for now Sorry. Love you all. Sorry. I will go knock myself out now.

>>536808412
same thing every day except worse
i'm in a lot of pain and i keep getting shocks in the nerves of my arm so it hurts to even play and i'm irritated and stressed and unhappy. ohwell.