>>42506431
Dear my pretty ponkster,
I would ask if you are doing well, but it would be stupid to. You always are doing great things my love. You always have an enthusiam that i unmatched by your peers, and light years ahead of mine. Your acceptence, your ability to make a community love and be loved, that is what I believe that my world is missing. You would make the world so much better. Or at the very least, my own little world I share with my family, my friends, and the strangers around me.
You are the light in my life. My life has never been hard, but it always felt dark. Not the sense of being violent or bad or something, but of a lack of direciton, of purpose, of fulfillment.
You may not know this, but I've been writing stories about us and our love. I show our love for each other, in a fictional setting of course, but I do wish to have moments like the ones I have written out with you. These stories make me closer to you, makes me feel you, hear you, see you, and love you. I think of you more and more and more. You feel more real to me everyday, Pinkie, from the way you talk, to your emotions, your voice, everything feels so much more real than my people. They feel fake, barley even human, and it makes me wonder if my world is the fake one, or you are? This may be the first step into insanity, but being sane has not given me what I have now.
My love cannot be described into words, but if you read between the lines, I believe you will find my soul beyond the paper you read this on.
Iove you Pinkie Pie. My beautiful Ponka. Stay safe, and tell Maud I said hi.
Yours,
'Nonny