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>Should I just focus on losing weight and getting into shape?
YES DUMBASS. Have you consumed so much Hollywood slop that you think people have become less judgmental? If anything, people are even more critical of your physical stature today than in years past. Ever heard of the term "looksmaxxing?", why do you think everyone our age are working out every day and the proliferation of healthier lifestyle and diet?
>I am stuck here with my 240lbs fatass
>I'm a diagnosed autist
>Should I even bother at my age?
no you are just a retarded faggot pussy. If you don't have self-control enough to not stuff your face with food, why would anyone want to do anything with you? What could you possibly offer someone to better their life?
>I really want to go again but I felt really out of place.
yeah because everyone else is operating at their peak efficiency and you are barely making it awake in the morning. Pathetic truly. The sad part is everyone knows this and sees you- but you can't understand that. You have to work on yourself first.
>Most of the guys who were there looked like your typical frat bros
they are just guys who are living life trying to achieve their best in everything they do. You? A whining complainer- who cries it is everyone else who is wrong instead of yourself. Take off all your clothes and look at yourself in the mirror for once. Really look at yourself and ask what could anyone possibly want anything to do with you? You would just be a drag to their life. Get your shit together.