>>41369821
This. We were doing this before internet or books or written language, it's all expedient tools but don't get reliant or plateau on them, come what may the next answer is always inside.

OP should continue their practice but not force anything, if you have fun and remain positively wonderous you will do the work for you (and surprise yourself.)

https://youtu.be/PkEr_Hw2QV8