>>82390129
i've just been medicnally self harming today since pt won't sign off on my surgery if they don't think i'm suffering adequately, i walked for an hour which is what triggered being bedridden for two weeks in august and i tried jogging a little for good measure but that's what makes my knees buckle and it's too hard. but insurance thinks surviving as an invalid is the same as not having anything wrong with you which doesn't seem like good strats for keeping people productive so they have money to pay for it or maybe they think they can keep my health and thus me poor enough that i can't move to a better company?
so anyway i'll know if that worked in an hour or two i think.