My main source of media the last month has been 4ch, Sharty, 8k (dead tho) and WPD. the same way I lost interest with the real world around me I lost interest in most internet spaces.

I can feel my brain becoming sludge but when I try to pick up a book or some more useful entertainment it feels like cope.
Why bother exercising when the guy you just saw get caught In a sawmill probably did 100 pushups a day.
why bother relaxing with some slow music when the people who bounce ass in the club to whatever's new and posting it online are still more adjusted than you
LDAR
but yeah no I really would like to tone this behavior pattern down and here would be the best place to get tips for that since I know some of you have been here b4