>>40900830
save me pl0x emmteefgee. When I was younger starting from like age 7 I was super AGP and would constantly search things like "boy forced to become girl" on my family computer and get euphoria bonars. By the time I got to highschool I became super jealous of how pretty my female classmates were and I was gooning to sissy and TG porn daily. I also looked at the men around me and they all had features that seemed disgusting to me and I would never want to have them when I got older (became distressed ab this). I discovered 4chan and reddit trans spaces and began to kinda identify as a repper/questioner. I got super depressed ab muh gendah dysphorier at 18 and got on the government hrt waitlist, but now that I've been on for like a year I feel like maybe I should detroon and all my gender feelings are like a lot more nebulous than before,so chat what do?