literally no one cares about me at all, not even my own parents, in fact the whole situation with my parents is some seriously cringe shit, and i resent them for bringing me into this world because i have being alive, i mean it would be nice if someone cared about me, right?

oh wow dude, i think i was better off when rage and contempt consumed my entire existence, now they're just parts of my existence and this shit is fucking boring. how can i become completely angry again?

do you guys think it's better to live with your delusions and just put up with them, or try to be a more "responsible" person and try not to be delusional?

yfw you realize most people are losers who want nothing more than for other people to be just as miserable and clueless as they are

what are you even supposed to do if you aren't the kind of person who can get sex with anyone, you aren't good at anything so you can't have a hobby, and your parents are the biggest pieces of dog shit of all time?

i had to willingly kill my emotions with prescription drugs to get as far as i've come, i no longer feel anything when i listen to music, but at least i have survived. i know i'll make it through this, but waiting for the end is just agonizing. i want to make hip hop for a living, i still remember what it felt like to have aspirations.

i had to willingly kill my emotions with prescription drugs to get as far as i've come, i no longer feel anything when i listen to music, but at least i have survived. i know i'll make it through this, but waiting for the end is just agonizing. i want to make hip hop for a living, i still remember what it felt like to have aspirations.

i am a complete loser....i have no friends, i never have sex (girls don't like me like that and i have a small dick so they wouldn't stay with me anyway), i don't have a car, i've been unemployed for several years, although i'm just now looking for a job but the best i can do is dollar tree....i hate my life so much….i am so overwhelmingly envious of other people….their effortless self-satisfaction, their relationships, the fact that they don’t hate themselves or hate being alive….