>>82561964
those dogs are the devil, im telling ya...
>>82561982
>picrel
curious, that's exactly how i feel aswell. i am also too aware of how much suffering my mere existence creates. perhaps a reason why i feel compelled to give back some kindness to make amends.
>A lot of folks here or irl might call me an idiot
the people hate what they cannot understand anon. don't let their hate get to you
>>82562009
>is only mentally taxing
well i meant resting your brain too, it's arguably the most important thing!
>working nights
yeah i could never do that. in the long run i think that just ruins one's health completely
>and I think her being more honest
have you told her that anon? it's important to be transparent in relationships i think. i try my best to be that way always.
>saying shit I don't mean to
it's good that you've realized the mistake, words slip by it just happens sometimes.
>>82562017
>but now I just want to cry
then do! it's okay to cry, it's a great way to let out bad feelings, and you will feel better after you're finished. don't feel bad about it, cry! a lot! im jealous of people that are able to.
>I really hate hearing her voice
i highly recommend noise cancelling headphones. they've saved me a lot of stress.
>and can't get my brain to turn off, but alcohol will
i see, i understand. but don't drink too much please.
>>82562062
it felt the same way for me too this summer, really an awful feeling. don't blame yourself too much on the whole job thing though, it's society's fault if it's all so bad desu.