>9yo
>constantly dream about being a princess
>hope that I'll become a woman later

>14yo
>start jerking off to those fantasies

>17yo
>start thinking that I might be trans
>stop jerking off to that
>become obsessed with femininity in a non-sexual way
>start feeling somewhat bad because of my maleness

am I a faketrans agp trender or what? please help me, I don't wanna ruin my life by transitioning