>autistic hikki NEET KV failure
>know exactly what steps I need to take to make my life less shit
>have 16 daily hours of free time to commit to doing those things and improving my life
>piss away every day on 4chan
>8 year shut in with nothing to show for it
Is there any hope at all when the only thing limiting you is your complete lack of motivation?

>Been telling myself for the past 6 years that "maybe tomorrow I'll finally start learning to program"
>24
>The best years of my life are behind me
>Nothing to show for it
>Just 10 years of internet and TV and video games and isolation in my stinky bedroom
>I'm not going to be a game developer
>I'm not going to be a published author
>I'm not going to write an album
>I'm not going to be successful
>I'm not going to find a gf
>I'm not going to be happy with myself or my life
>I'm going to grow old and die alone and be forgotten