I am on the last course for my Bachelor and I have a little twerp on a suit, bragging about his diplomas and work experience in Western Europe with bad English, having people in their mid-20's build spaghetti bridges in class, teaching us how to one-up HR softwares that filter 70% of candidates. Filling up his course tests with random factoids he vaguely mentioned in lecture, with no desire of clarifying.

I am 25 years old. And I have nothing. My parents failed me. The government harmed me. Society neglected and shunned me. And I have come to the realizations that would've saved my life much too late, and whatever changes I enacted and work I put in wasn't enough. And now I only exist for spite's sake, just to see what lays around the corner. A bit of hope holding me on. Rotting away in despair.

Everything worthwhile is either prohibitely expensive or heavily restricted on the way to becoming completely forbidden as the peasantry is locked within the economic hubs of the world. Nothing is real. Everything is sanitized or feminized.

I can't do this. I can't handle this "normal" life. I feel like a beast in a cage just too small. I wanted more.