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29/M/Germany

About me:
I have a bunch of very extreme stats at the same time that make it unbelievably hard to find a meaningful relationship. I will just list them, and please message me if you think that this is something for you. For the right person, I would probably be the ideal partner. But for most people it’s just not going to work:
HSP, extremely creative, almost photographic memory, extremely passionate, structured and abstract in my thought process.
I also care deeply about truth and beauty; I can almost feel the emotions of other people through affective empathy.
I am Nietzsche's genius-artist-philosopher of the future.
I overcame nihilism in a fair 1-on-1 battle by staring down the abyss with my intensity.
Therefore I became very religious, having gone through all spirituality and religion and found the one final truth.
Things I really like: reformed theology, software architecture, entrepreneurship, writing, singing, and cooking, also thinking and anime, though I rarely still watch any. I also used to be very political until I saw it from the inside.
However, those stats have a price that must be paid: I need a lot of quiet time for reflection, and I am often tired out from overstimulation.
But I have adapted and become very resilient, so I can function in society despite having to process so much constantly. However, there is a razor-sharp line between discipline and overexhaustion, which I am still learning to tread, and yet I pay the price gladly.

What I am looking for:
I am looking for a woman where, if I look into the future with my prescience, I don’t see that we are going to be each other's doom - I am looking for the alternative ending that seemed impossible before.
However, all that being said, I value kindness, warmth, and basic goodness more than anything.
Also curiosity and a genuine appreciation of truth and beauty, and a care for the little gems that you occasionally find.

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