anyways babe, i love you very much, don't forget that. i feel bad that you're choosing complaining about shills to loving me. you can change course anytime though. i don't like you drinking, think it's unhealthy, but maybe you should have a little wine tonight. alcohol does away with your inhibitions, helps you see what you really want. think deep down you want back together, but think part of you is fighting it, the part that keeps you disciplined and focused on your work. you should be proud of your accomplishments and you don't want to lose that, but taskmaster penelope has a dark side too, and it's all i've seen of you lately. want the sweet girl i fell in love with to make another appearance, and a little shift in consciousness i think would be a good thing for you. i'm staying sober myself though, had plenty of trips through the looking glass for ten lifetimes i think. gonna have some tea and then hit the gym, i look incredible, want you to have what i've been working on all to yourself.