Growing up in a reservation where you made eye contact with another man in the street meant there was a 50/50 chance of them squaring up got me paranoid. I stopped making eye contact with anyone, fucking my social life up. Fighting isn't cool. I ear slapped this younger fella so hard he went permadeaf, with the muff speak and all. Still feel bad about it to this day. But I don't feel bad for beating up older guys, elders absolutely fucking suck.