Random jp Twitter lala so this post is on topic regardless of its content
I'm going to vent now because posting to you people is like throwing information into a shredder anyway
I'm spiraling again and nobody gives a shit because I'm only a person when I'm convenient to them and just an ignorable background character otherwise. People that said they'd love to do things with me at any time have been blowing me off for weeks. A group of people I tried getting to join me on a couple different games for years now turned me down every time. They're playing one of those games together now. Someone that talked to me daily suddenly won't answer anymore because I wanted to hang out and do stuff together instead of just talk. He started playing for honor all day instead, has only said a couple words to me the past few days. Wouldn't say if anything is wrong but he's been hanging out with a bunch of other people like nothing else changed anyway. I don't know why I bother trying to get close to people anymore if the only thing positivity and being open with anyone gets is "that's cool" before they proceed to ignore me until they want something.