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I am going to shoot shotguns with Jack's (??) friend, Ryan. I will do tests. If twelve short is more recoil than twenty, I will go with .410. If it is less than the twenty, I will go with the twelve "S" (?). Really the twelve is the best move. More ammo for maybe similar results to four ten. Either when, people are gonna die and get fucked up at the distance I will attack at. Through further shot (?? maybe 'thot'), I really do like Bretons (?) semi-auto shotgun. The aftershock would be so good but I just don't think it's worth the risk of jams or the price. I know I will need at least 2 thousands dollars for this attack. Not a diffcult task, just slow to achieve. I am definitely going to do something! I still am open to just killing myself, but I am letting the evil thoughts control me. Oh God, I am rotting. My titties (??) and gums hurt. I want this to end, please! Aby's family are stupid freaks. Was...