>>40984878
Thanks anon, I was gonna do that anyway, but its nice to hear it from another anon. They have been with me for years, I care about them too. Maybe this will be a fruitful change, even if it feels like upheaval now.
From the catalpa bow book, many ascetics and mediums enter the lifestyle after painful and possibly horrific changes in circumstances. Maybe this is a chance to spark an inner heat.
I hope you have a fox too anon if you can have one, they make good company.