>>514147989
one of the problems with discussing people like this is that they are all likely extremely mentally ill
the reason why this person wanted to do this (outside obviously struggling with identity disorder) is that they felt that they were slowly dying from lung cancer as a result of vaping
a lot of the journal discussion is about
>i feel so fucking awful
>my lungs are closing up
>i regret ever fucking vaping
>i am going to die soon so why not make it happen now
i doubt they actually had lung cancer as a result from vaping considering they were only 23 (or whatever young age)
i think a lot of the "justification" is written in the russian part of the journal (appealing to the large russian mass shooter crowd i guess), but the goal is general infamy with le memes
>dude he talked about GTA6 xD
>omg he said nuke india!
>what did he say about president trump
it's a mix of things