I am not less of a man for having fucked a man in the ass a few times in my college years.

Ultimately with women you have to accept that they need to be disenfranchised for you to love them. Women have a lot of pragmatically sociopathic tendencies, a desire to constantly self-indulge, to exploit men for their resources, to insist that they have never been given enough, to extend nurturing empathy to helpless, retarded creatures - all from epochs and epochs of sexual reproduction. There's nothing you can really "do" about this, but treating women like equals is a huge mistake. They have to be chided, manipulated, or outright oppressed, they aren't capable of coherent society building.

The more you learn to oppress and control women, the more capable you'll be of loving them. When you see the way a woman treats a child, you'll understand why they are the way they are - why they possess that inscrutable stupidity.

I can't be honest about a lot of things I think about and feel, therefore I can't be myself