>>82187208
A foid saw me looking at /k/ on my phone when I was innatown and they looked at me like I tried to rob them. Shit isn't right

I found out months ago that my only friend group since high school sabotaged things with my soulmate
I haven't talked to anyone since and deleted all my social medias
What's the play? Suicide? Grind? Grind and come back? Murder?
I'm between between murder suicide and becoming rich to win her back