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In this case, you have to set yourself up as the object of spirituality. If you're truly deaf and blind to the spirits, then there is no problem with placing yourself above them. Of course, you've been taught and trained to always obey 'higher powers' or whatever icon of worship people follow these days. It will feel weird placing yourself at the top of the spiritual totem pole, but if there's nobody that can contact you, then you are the king of the island. What doesn't translate is your authority in the physical world. You still have to report to your boss, pay your bills, and be subject to social norms. This is normal, and your spiritual objective is to break free from those chains. The biggest chain that keeps you down is having to sell your labor to a faceless corporation that profits off your time, attention, work, and ideas. That time should be returned to you, in these days, it means obtaining enough wealth that you can live off it. Hence, why the number one request for magicians is fortune, because money may not give you happiness, but it will give you freedom. With that time, you can devote time to rituals to improve yourself without worrying if it's going to waste what was once your precious free time.

The hard part is overcoming this saturnine restriction that is imposed on virtually every commoner. That will be your path and journey. Unfortunately, you were not simply born into wealth, so you must transmute iron into gold. Invention will be your harsh teacher. You must invent something that can free you from bondage. What will that invention look like? Who's to say, but usually things that save on labor costs are particularly valuable compared to commodities like art.