>>40900178
I totally understand, especially if it's something like money and shelter, at first it used to drive me nuts, but i have gotten a lot better at it in a short time, The Anons here remember when i used to post about my depression and struggles with facing the 3D, if i managed to pull it, you too can
if you are a noob you must not care too much about living from the end at first, start doing S.A.T.S at first and build your way through into mental dieting and living from the end