>>40930135
Yes, you are correct about this, but its all so tiresome. I can't really enjoy anything anymore. This shit lives rent-free in my head. Whilst I can take it without buckling, I miss the simpler times. But I understand that growth comes from suffering. And I'll gladly give my life if I could save just one child. If that child grows up to save another 10 then it will have been worth it.