>>529924947
i dislike it, being upset or frustrated feels unbecoming or ugly, unacceptable somehow. i struggle to really be upset *towards* someone if they've done something to me, even if i'm upset by the thing itself. is that weird? like. i feel as though sometimes i'd like someone else to hurt in the way they've hurt me, like some sort of righteous, karmic justice. but what would it accomplish? i can't even bring myself to be angry at someone even if they hurt me.
>>529925032
>>529925163
i'm unsure about these answers.
>>529925190
all is forgiven
>>529925243
not now my love daddy is having an internal meltie
