https://youtu.be/f963bYBS8L4?si=1vmCwLJyosbR5Lim
>>40746855
>I do not understand the significance of all of these things but I assume it's different than normal cosmetic surgery
its everything to me desu, maybe a bit too much. i feel like my life cant start unless i can live without the weight my face brings me down. people would prolly be much nicer and chill to me if i passed well enough and rn i dont so they tend to be awkward and sometimes put off cause i still look fairly male. maybe with ffs i could try less hard and still look fairly presentable and maybe people at work would just think im female rather than some hyper fem flamer/male with a hormonal issue. ty tho <3 i hope i can get it with in 2 years. thats the current projection at least
>>40746872
true especially lately
>>40746904
thats ok, there have been hot guys that liked me without all that nonsense. plus its cooler when i build up a nice foundation of trust and admiration through gaming and watching shows and just general vc activities and then feel vulnerable enough to do it and i get compliments and dirty talk. not that its happened at all recently but still i know its possible, so ill hold out. even then if im alone forever then i think im ok with this too as long as some of my senpai is around
