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Being nude in front of mistress (even in front of a crowd of people staring), crying into her chest, and baring my emotions... I still don't see how it's degrading. I'm comfortable in all these situations, so it feels a lot more like being loved and cared for. It's an acknowledgement of myself that makes me feel proud to be the person that I am. That it could be construed as shameful or degrading wasn't even something that crossed my mind.

It would be degrading if instead of calling me cutie and sweetie and petting my hair she insulted me and called me mean things. But we're not really into that. I think we like each other too much to pretend otherwise.

There was a time at which I was not comfortable being naked in the company of a lot of other people, but that was years ago. I wear clothes in public for the benefit of the normies, and because there are laws about it that would be inconvenient to break, not because I would be embarrassed otherwise.

Another interesting side effect I don't really have stage fright anymore. It all just disappeared the first time I was beaten to a pulp in front of a crowd of like 50 people at a dungeon a few years ago. I figure that, whatever the worst case scenario is for the presentation I'm giving or whatever, it's probably not any more painful or humiliating than begging for mercy until I can't move anymore. So I probably have nothing to worry about, and I can just be confident and do the thing.