If you'd like to tell me your honest thoughts about my looks and talk to me then you can do so at
kik yuulyx

I've been on HRT for 3 years and have nothing to show for. It has hardly done anything; my body just looks bulky to me without feminine fat or curves. I guess I am just screaming into the void by doing this and I know being here only hurts me. When I don’t post here, it’s like I am only avoiding my problem, times passes, my body doesn’t change and I break down again eventually. I have almost everything you can wish for in life and yet I still think to myself when I should kill myself and why I haven’t done it before. This body just doesn’t feel like me, it makes me so incredibly dysphoric because it doesn’t read as feminine to me.
I'm crying again and just going to try to sleep. I won’t be replying to anything in here until I wake up. See y'all