>>41440813
Thank you so much. This is all very fitting stuff.
I live pretty isolated, my job is the only thing I have in life, abandoned dreams, abandoned myself, abandoned anything but the same routine every single day. I am afraid of people, of living. I don't know if I have the skills, looks, etc for being around others, I never leave home really.

So right now I'm supposed to reach out to others, I might have heard something similar, this year and coming one are good for it. I have to I just don't know what to do