I want to try getting into boys and I need help to achieve this. Yesterday, I made my first attempt towards this; someone recommended me some crossdressing JAV video and I tried fapping to it. Initially it was going well, I got hard while watching the blowjob scene, but then I couldn't cum. I tried to find a different scene, but got soft and gave up. I don't have ED or anything, this never happens if I fap to girls.
So yeah, I need your tips to help me improve. The good news is that at least I don't feel disgusted by cocks. Like I'm not turned on by them or anything, but if one ended up touching me during sex, it wouldn't bother me.
