Most of the people on ragna/v/ are less than stellar players. That doesn't matter though, I play the server because I enjoy the company and I like the challenge of doing things with an uncertain outcome. Ennui's ability as a priest is not what made people like her, it was her fun attitude and personality. I know that's hard for you, a BPD sociopath to understand, but people will always prefer being around others instead of you because of this. Besides, I don't need other people to be good at the game, I'm good enough to carry everyone else to victory on my back.