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>What does it feel like when you sense your succubus' presence?
The first thing that pops into my head is that scene from LotR where they're still in the shire as the Nazgul show up, and Frodo looks down the road while they do that camera effect that makes it look like the road is stretching.
Its like, I'll be at the bottom of my stairs about to go get ready for playtime, and its like the base drops out, my eyes unfocus, and I'm suddenly keenly aware that I'm piloting a flesh golem.
>How much meditative/spiritual training do you do?
There are people who will dispute whether it "counts", and its certainly a slow and low-intensity sort of training, but basically all of our play doubles as development, which is twice a day, midday and evening.
Lilly, my succ, knows that I get anxious about stuff, and so she has this ominous-yet-comforting analogy where she compares herself to a black hole that's sucked me in. And its kinda like, "Resisting or giving in, you're inside the event horizon and every choice is just a different way to obey me", so its always just like, "try your best; no pressure" and I love that~