Hello Kiara, I hate to bring up rm stuff but your thread had been talking about it and alluding to it so I wanted to offer a little bit of advice that I know will help you if you accept it. Theres a wonderful bit of guidance that King of France Saint Louis gave to his son, that will apply to your life as well
>If God sends you adversity, receive it in patience and give thanks to our Savior. Think that you have deserved it, and that He will make it turn to your advantage.
>If He sends you prosperity, then thank Him humbly, so that you do not become worse from pride or any other cause... For we should not fight against God with His own gifts.
If some less than perfect things have happened in your life recently, specifically the stuff this thread was talking about. Don't worry about it one bit. Perhaps take it as a sign from God that it's time to shift your priorities. To change your focus in life. You've conquered being a singer, dancer, performer, entertainor, everything Kiara. You're a winner at everything you put your mind to. People dream to accomplish what you've already done.
>change
Perhaps it was a sign to start looking for your husband? New decade in your life, new start. Perhaps this decade is the beginning of Kiara as a wife, Kiara as a mother to many children. Your happily ever after as a wife and mother? This is entirely up to you, you've accomplished everything you set your mind to, I have 100% confidence if you want to be a wife and mother, you can accomplish that before the year ends. There's not enough time in the year to give birth but you could for sure get married and be pregnant before the year ends.
>praying
I'll be praying for you Kiara. You said you were leaning towards no children but thats a bad move. I hope you change your mind and see the holiness and beauty of getting pregnant by your loving husband. Theres a few vtubers that love the idea of getting pregnant, Nerissa is one of them ask her to tell you why she thinks its hot maybe you'll relate. Good job Kiara, get married and get pregnant!
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Based Kiara

Kiara for the book I recomended to you. I found out he does have a version in German, It's called "Sprechen Sie Habsburgisch?" Of course he would have it in German. Read it in whatever language you're most comfortable reading in. I found it on this website "sarto.de" its a German bookstore website. Here he is talking about it on his official channel
>...sprechen Sie Habsburgisch?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-gE0RqIPcQ
Good luck Kiara, you will really love the book. I can speak a few languages and I've tried to read some classic books in their native language but it's way more difficult than reading natively. So maybe reading that book in German will be easier for you than in English. Happy reading Kiara!