lately i've been 'fapping' by rubbing my penis through my pajamas. I try and edge but sometimes I can't hold it back no matter how hard I try and I end up cumming. here comes the part that might sound strange. when I cum I usually just leave it there until it gets absorbed into my undies and dries up. I used to do the same thing when I was fap normally, I would just pull up my pajamas and let the cum dry on my skin. anybody else do this?