Listen drawthread, I don't think I'll be recognized but it doesn't matter either way, by the end of the day I'm just another anon.
I shitposted, spammed, drove people away, befriended, made enemies, went through all sorts of drawdiscords, skypes and overall spent years after years of my time here, requesting, repeat requesting, arguing, spamming, trolling and even ended up dating some of the drawfags here but all in all, I guess I don't regret any of it all that much, I guess when it comes down to it is just how much time I spent wandering here and honestly, I do appreciate some of the drawfags that supported just some anon, be it requests or just chatting every now and then. The thing is, I'm taking my life by the end of this year or around still the start of the next because, try as I might, I can't fight depression, I can't stand being alone for this long even with all this much I did, I can't stand just how I lost some really important people in my life before, bridges burned down or just outright death, people just end up leaving me.
No, this isn't pasta, I guess this is just a proper preparation for me to throw the towel after enduring this much suffering, even if I did progress as a individual and in life, depression will always weight me down, even if I keep going through all sorts of psychologies and chugging pills, things don't change.
This is an apology for all the shit I did for years here, being thankful for being entertaining and I mean that not just in requests but also a goodbye, even though most people I knew of aren't even here anymore.

Farewell and thank you.