Spirituality is something that truly fascinates me. I've spent years studying it: reading religious texts, modern interpreters, and even trying certain practices or using drugs. Yet, nothing has allowed me to apprehend anything tangible. I have never seen or sensed anything that I would call a "spirit", but I've met people who swear they've had contact with other realms, and that for them, it's just a normal part of everyday life.

I'm starting to think that either you're all gaslighting, or I'm some kind of dalit, unable to connect with anything magical.