I haven't been myself lately. I don't blame you for not wanting to stay. Saying things that I don't mean, not meaning what I say
When it's good, it's so good. When it's bad, it's so bad, even when I knew what I had.
What am I supposed to say when I end up driving everyone away?
'Cause I am on fire, a crying, burning liar, seeing nothing, nothing but myself and I'm the one with the lighter.
Every inch of me is charred. God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart.
Again, again. And you're never coming back and I'm not okay with that and I should've never let myself get attached.
Again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again.
What's done is done and nothing's gonna change. I should be moving on, but I still feel the same.
And it's like every day is a fight for my life to get some self-control. And when you've forgotten who I am, it just feels, it just feels like I'm nobody at all.
I found myself hitting the ground, I held my breath in case I'd drown.
I should have known when to let go and when to see who I was being.
Again, again, again.