too much pressure, and even the strongest of things will crumble. if things continue to build up, then there is no say if i will act out on my worst urges. and if recent trends both internal and external are to be considered, this inevitability is almost guaranteed.
what can be done to prevent this? i need to think, but i cant think well with all that fog.
i cannot let all that negative energy manifest into something horrible. even if it means taking my own life to prevent it.