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Some very fond memories of the start of my use, those were some special days, popping codeine for those good months, I stopped for a good while before I got back into it but that time with valium added to the mix, felt way more innocent, now it's fun but it doesn't have the same feeling, I do not wish to live that again but those were very interesting days, for my headspace I mean, got into other shit, and I guess it's ok like codeine and diazepam still is a fun combo but like, it ain't what It used to be, different times different substances and maybe less healthy now but like idk, that start has a special place in my heart or whatever.