Chronic Emptiness/Numbness: Persistent feeling of being hollow, incomplete, disconnected, even when life is "good."
Emotional Blunting/Inability to Feel Joy: Difficulty accessing deep positive emotions (joy, passion, love).
Persistent Low Energy/Chronic Fatigue: Profound low vitality unexplained by physical causes.
Feeling drained, lethargic, unmotivated. Dissociation & Brain Fog: "Spaced out" feeling, disconnected from body/life. Difficulty concentrating, memory lapses mental fuzziness.
Feeling "Not All Here"/"Missing Pieces": Subjective sense parts are absent. E.g., "I haven't been myself since..." or "A part of me died..."
Recurring Patterns of Self-Sabotage: Undermining well-being/success/relationships unconsciously. Feeling powerless to change patterns.
Addictive Behaviors & Escapism: Strong drive to numb emptiness/pain via substances, work, sex, shopping, internet.
Difficulty Forming Deep Connections: Feeling guarded, unable to fully trust, like an imposter. Depersonalization/Derealization: Detached from own thoughts/feelings/body (depersonalization) or world feels unreal/dreamlike (derealization).
Chronic Physical Ailments (Psychosomatic): Unexplained pain, immune weakness, treatment-resistant illnesses.
Feeling Stuck/Unable to Move Forward: Pervasive sense trapped in past or unable to progress in life/career/growth, despite conscious desire.
Loss of Meaning, Purpose, or Direction: Feeling adrift, lacking passion, unable to connect with deeper purpose/spiritual connection.
Vulnerability to Negative Energies/Possession: "Gap" seen as vulnerable to negative energies, entities, or unhealthy complexes.
Repeating Traumatic Experiences: Unconsciously recreating trauma (e.g., recurring abusive relationships).
Intense Reactions to Triggers: Disproportionate emotional/physical reactions to people/places/situations

>>40673720
It’s funny that you guys read this and get filled with fear. I’m a shaman and have known all that since I was a child. I read that and recognize that anything used to hurt can be used to heal. Music and drugs like weed and shrooms have healed me. What’s used to control you dummies is used by me and others to free ourselves