I just want my confidence back. I want to be the person I was when I lived in California. It feels like that fire's gone out. Maybe it was the place, or maybe it was the situation that caused me to leave, but I miss who I was - or who I was becoming.

I felt like I was growing into a real, proper wizard. Now I'm nothing again. I want my true self back.

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The nobody is a texas-ch---- I mean a cat