>>3983749
Appreciate the kind words, anon. I remember maybe about a year and half ago I had anons refer to me as "philosophy anon" when I used to frequent the main shota thread. Obviously that's changed since I've developed my personal ideas and have started writing more on the nature of male loneliness, anime, touch deprivation, etc. I still don't think I'm ready to tackle much more complex issues such as the lived body and how it relates to boyhood, but I feel I'm getting close (plus, it helps knowing I'm not alone in these sentiments from reading various authors and talking to other straight male shotacons both on here and on other websites).